How does life and so easily? Dusty isn't even that old and he died Friday. His wife had twins almost a year ago. Cancer has taken my family, most of the women on my fathers side have breast cancer. Will it happen to me?
Him! I've been waiting to break up with him for almost 2 months. We don't talk, we just kiss when we see each other. Who does he think he is telling me he loves me? He doesn't even kno the real me. The one who smiles when she should. The one who laughs when she should. the one who parrots the lies of 'ILoveYou' to him.
Her! Can she not see how I adore her? The way she handles kids @ work with me. Always so kind and understanding. We had a great time, or at least I did. Did she? Driving around with her in my car just smoking, talking & listening to the radio with her.
She! She is always all over me! Why can't she understand that I don't think of her that way and never will. I did once but she said she could never love me like that. So I loved her like a sister & she got mad . I'm taking her to Washington's Homecoming. She's going to wear a white dress and I'm going in white shoes, white pants, & white tie, and a lime green shirt.
They! Watch me. Waiting for me to fuck up again. Keeping me in line, hoping I cross the line again so that they can beat me. Never again! I tried to be the perfect child, but never could be. To them, Dusty, Him, Her, & She: I'm sorry that I can't be what you want me to be. The perfect Robot That Never FucKs Up! That's not ME!
My name is Wagner
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